I recall writing how my focus should be on how well I am following my safe and sober food program and staying in the free zone from food addiction and NOT about the weight loss itself . . .yeah, I did. But, that was when I was dropping weight fast. Today I weighed in as usual my Tue AM appointment and the scale stayed the same. Bummer. I can’t help but feel down. Now is when I dig deep into my own belief and stand steady. Remember reward deficient folks can become disheartened easily.
Ok, another week to get the reward of weight loss! Challenge is to lose 2 pounds this week. I am started!
As for my new supplement? Natural dopamine agonist. Nano delivery system. Will try for 2 months. See what that does to energy, mood, and food addiction. So now I am on 3 supplements and no meds for weight loss and addiction. All address the DNA transcription on aging, metabolism and addiction.
What I find amazing is the apathetic interest of people . . . am I the only desperate person out there who truly needed help with food craving and weight loss?? or do you read this and just think I am trying to sell you something?? Think again cynic. I was 450 pounds and I have been on every weight loss protocol common to man (and some not) and I have been anorexic as well as bulimic. I have been hospitalized due to disordered eating. Need I go on? I know the devastation of a fractured self-image due to cultural pressure. The construction a bad body image is clear in all women, even the “beautiful” ones suffer!!
So what is up? why are you who suffer not jumping onboard? We have real help on Wed. evenings at 6:pm. The programs run in 8 week increments. The cost $160.00 dollars for this medically supervised program. Whitney’s Weigh. 812-429-0772.
I am doing my own program. It has been 12 weeks and I have lost 23 1/2 pounds and my head is on straight about food. I am free and it feels wonderful . . .even if I did stay the same weight this week!